Yesterday's visit to the Doc's surgery used up a lot of my vital energy. I forgot to tell the doc about the narcolepsy and then narco'ed in his waiting room but nobody noticed.
I swear a person could drop dead in there and they wouldn't see it!
Anyway, Dan is also exhausted trying to do everything, work on his coding, keep an eye on his crypto and care for me.... upshot is that he has crashed and so probably won't get to the pharmacy to pick up my prescription until later today.
So what has the doctor said? I’m certain you are being targeted relentlessly by these bastards here in Cornwall at RNAS Culdrose military base in Helston. I’ve been gathering hard evidence on them for 5 years, including voice recordings where they admit during what they thought were private conversations what they are doing to people and who is involved. I actually KNOW some of these bastards. I lived in Helston for 13 years with my daughter after getting my full custody order & moving her away from Sussex back in 2003 when she was 10yrs old!
In 2015 I was targeted with what was diagnosed at the hospital as severe kidney stones.... the ambulance crew came to my home after I called a friend who is a retired nurse... I used to give her & her husband healing. She insisted I call an ambulance but I was in so much pain and felt like my insides were being pulled out through my arse I couldn’t leave the house! They gave me the maximum dose of morphine in 2 separate shots which did fuck all & after about an hour of the pain steadily getting worse to the point where I was screaming out loud ( I have one of the highest tolerances to pain known to man as a rule!) I was ordered into the ambulance where I thought I was going to die!
Hospital said kidney stones but just left me on a bed in emergency unit all night. No treatment except another morphine shot. Which again did fuck all. I was told later that they should have taken me down to surgery for laser treatment as it was so bad.....
It’s been about a year since I finally managed to piece everything together that’s happened to me over the years as being connected to these fuckwits and this damned nanotech military/government control program. I never had kidney stones, I was simply being tortured for something I had done to piss them off. Same as all the other shit I’ve had to deal with over the last 20 years.
I’ll be posting about it all as soon as I get this module out of the way and handed in for submission.
My point..... I’m certain you are being targeted Frances. This nano tech once assimilated through the body can be programmed to attack all organs, systems, hormones, neurons, thought processes, physical reactions, moods, desires, appetites, sense of taste, smell, sexual desire or the lack of, sexual orientation, aggression, depression, symptoms pertaining to every illness known to man can now be replicated to cause suffering. People are routinely diagnosed with illnesses they don’t Really have and for which they are heavily & forever medicated.... hiding the real cause of the symptoms & adding billions to big pharma profits.
We are all being used as ‘Cash Cows’ in a myriad of different ways Frances. It’s mind boggling exactly what has been going on since the 1930’s.
I’d really like to drive down to talk to you at some stage sooner rather than later as I think they might decide to ‘get rid of me’..... I seem to be the only person who has put so much of this together to connect All the dots.... and I’m certain it’s because I actually knew some of those involved and managed to piece it all together due to that. It really is mind boggling what’s been going on with these monsters.... Police, Military, Government, Housing, Emergency Services, Financials, Caravan Swinging Clubs dating back to the 1940’s involving paedophilia, police officers, gov ministers. All listed on companies house since then 1940’s! It’s a massive paedo ring of corruption & greed that’s all tied in with this fucking nanotech program......There’s so much info I need to impart and I’m worried I won’t have time on here. I have so much coursework it’s difficult to get online.
They have set up businesses running off the back of this program that are worth millions..... I know who they are, where they are, where they work, live, drink, play golf, take their holidays..... it even involved the take down of Gadaffi & a family from Libya called Adham. See some of their company info on companies house website with Ex Chief Super of Sussex Police Russell Whitfield acting as the man setting up their companies with fake tax returns etc. That man is a bastard. He had me raped & drugged & tortured. He has been on their ‘payroll’ for over 30 years. I know this as fact... I was married to the Adham son. He abused my daughter for 8 years. Police paedophile ring knew it was happening & protected him and his bastard family due to them working with Intel services to take down Gadaffi.... I was eventually, after a bitter ten year battle, given full custody with no contact at all allowed for my ex. I moved to Cornwall in 2003 & have been targeted heavily ever since from RNAS Culdrose team. There are teams on every military base & in every major police station. With smaller teams in satelite stations. I know everything Frances. I’ve looked for 5 years for an outlet that wouldn’t block my findings from getting out to the public so they can protect themselves & most importantly their children from this program & what it entails......
I’m still sending you healing & will ask the spiritualist church board on Saturday when I see them to send you some too. Please keep me updated. 07385714856. Xx
OK. I would love to get together with you. There is so much we need to chew over. Calling you in a minute.... Falmouth to Poole would take 3 hours and 20 minutes minimum by car!
You could sleep over... I have a spare room!
As for the doctor, he said nothing really. He gave my son some sachets to shift the constipation and when we read the ingredients we would get more joy from Andews Liver Salts! Nevertheless, I took the first one at 6pm this evening. My son keeps joking that I may need to run and I am so disabled that would be completely impossible! He is fond of making me the butt of his humour!
Doc did urgent blood tests but did not say what he was testing for..... he will phone me when he gets the results. So now I wait - these sachets are to be taken every 8 hours until they produce an explosion, I am guessing. Meanwhile the co-codamol is doing a great job of holding the pain at a level I can ignore...... no such thing as a complete state of comfort, leastways not yet.
I have been ill since Christmas Day. How long is that? 11/12 days.... hmm. There are other symptoms which I haven't mentioned in my updates, like pressure in my head and ears, static hair (it flies around like Medusa if I leave it loose) swelling in my lower legs and feet. Blurry vision but not all the time..... itchy scalp, hair loss, very dry skin and a weird internal shuddering under my left breast which can feel as if it is extending all over my body.
Hey, did I ever tell you? I lived in Falmouth for a short while.... lovely area! Nice people. I am on the Jurassic Coast of Dorset very close to Poole and Bournemouth.
Lovely talking to you.xx. Get some of those Mylar emergency blankets asap. EBay normally ships quick & several sellers sell in bulk packs cheaply. You are definitely being blasted with this frequency shit. My guess is you’ve pissed someone off with something you were going to publish, or they are trying to stop you doing something. Got any new neighbours?
We have had trouble with one new neighbour since last May. Mind you I gave them the benefit of my attention and my son does a very clear threatening body language.... they have kept their noses out of our business ever since.
That does not mean that they are kosher though. We are watching them.
I am finally home from the Doctors! I was there for over 3 hours and I had to have immediate blood tests and then wait for a prescription. My Doc was very concerned but pretty tight lipped, not wanting to worry me.... which worried me.
The time I was there was much too long and I began to sweat, glowing red in the face with pain. The receptionist phoned my son to come from home and bring me my last co-codomol tablet and he walked through a torrential downpour to bring it to me. Everyone was so kind. The receptionist gave me a large cup of their special mineral water and it was agreed that there was no need for me to sit there and wait any longer.
We have had so much rain since June that the land is totally saturated but today, well!! The skies were black and the rain simply fell and fell relentlessly!
I was joking with other patients that we might need a life raft to get home! An hour later, when the rain on the skylights was so loud that we could barely hear ourselves speak, I suggested that we dismantle the gorgeous wooden roof beams and build an Ark! Everyone was having a great laugh, even though each new person who came through the door was like a drowned rat. All roared when one of the receptionists declared that this is nothing short of Armageddon! The staff seemed so pleased that we were all pretty cheerful about it. We were all elderly Brits, under the weather in both senses of the words, but pulling the stiff upper lip and cracking jokes to get us through.
Dan had phoned for a taxi and when the Romanian driver arrived, he told us that everywhere is flooded with big puddles, causing chaos on the roads. He has never seen so much water in the Bournemouth area before and he has lived here many years. The rain stopped just as I stepped out of the surgery and hobbled to the taxi! It resumed after I was safely indoors! I tell you, this Universe loves me.... I swear it does!
When I got home my 750 ml bottle of special organic pure cranberry juice had been delivered and I gratefully tucked into that straight away. It is delicious without sugar or sweeteners. I don't know why anyone would want to mess with its exclusive, vital taste by adding sweetness.
I like to mix it with tonic water for a bitter blast of quinine but Dan likes it with honey.
Dan is now on his way back to the surgery to speak to the doctor (the rain miraculously stopped again!) He will collect any prescriptions that may be deemed appropriate.
I wait warm and relaxing, as the pain subsides under the last of my secret stash of co-codomol.
This is funny:- When I told the doctor I was taking them he looked puzzled and said, "But I have never prescribed you any co-codamol!" That was when I realised that I had stashed these pills before I moved to Dorset. This means that they were 10 years old..... at least. The doc simply rolled his eyes!
Dan returned from the pharmacy with a huge box of 100 co-codamol. I was sure that the Doctor had said that there would be two items so I phoned the surgery and they said that was correct - there should have been a prescription for Macragol sachets too. The dispensary is now shut. Dan has to go back for the Macragol in the morning. 🙄
What a long drawn out ordeal but at least I have a big box of painkillers - just no relief from that which actually ails me!
I actually slept in my bed for 4 hours! Yippee! Woken by the stirrings of pain so took penultimate co-codomol with a cup of boiled distilled water. Getting myself ready to phone doc at 8am. This system is most odd. Everyone who wants an appointment must phone at 8am. Surely that causes a traffic jam on the phones?
I got a telephone appointment which means my Doctor will phone me before 1pm today. He knows I never EVER call him, take no meds of any kind and am fiercely anti-P-Harma. I am sure when he sees my name come up on his list he will jump to it.... he remarked to my son, after I had a stroke, that my son should call him if I won't. He knows I prefer to take full responsibility for my own health and do not trust the NHS.
UPDATE - 7pm 3rd Jan 2024 - pain caused me to take another co-codomol.
10pm - ditto.
3.33am - ditto. (No narcolepsy all evening!) Took last Senakot tablet. Only 2 more co-codomol in the packet.
My son insisted that I ate a small bowl of his homemade corn beef hash around 10pm. That has made me feel overfull and I am burping a lot. Gawd, will this ever end??
I agree that there appears to be an obstruction. I am having a phone call with my GP tomorrow. I must phone his reception at 8am to book it, apparently. 🙄
Jolted back to consciousness around 1pm and immediately took another co-codomol + 2 more senokots (which appear to be doing absolutely nothing). My eyes were glued shut with sharp crystals and it took a while to scrape them off my eyelashes, they were stuck fast.
I was in pain in my kidneys for about an hour until the opioids kicked in. I am pretty good at meditating through pain.
Did I ever tell you about the way I gave birth to a 9.4lb baby boy at age 20?
The labour began at around 1am on 25th May 1972 and as soon as I was put into a bed at the maternity hospital in my home town, I sent myself into a very deep meditation. Nurses woke me, in a panic, at 7.30am-ish. They were saying 'Wake up! You are delivering!' but I had come back from the meditation far too quickly and could feel nothing except slight pins and needles in my eyelids, presumably from screwing them up while I was unconscious.
At 7.50am I delivered my Dan having lost zero energy during the labour. I felt very fit and well and complained to the nurses that, had they left me in meditation, I would have had a totally painless birth. They giggled between themselves, 'Hippies!' they said, laughing.
In those days, nobody knew much about transcendental meditation. The only reason I knew was because I had met Yoko Ono who told me all about it, while we were recording 'Hey Jude' by the Beatles in 1968. She had recommended a book and I had bought a copy. I had been practicing transcendental meditation for 4 years by the time I got pregnant. I was an expert and could enter a trance in minutes.... actually, moments. And I still can.
Took co-codomol 500 at 4am and another now. Narcolepsy intermittent but for only 15 mins at a time between 4am and 8am but when awake am quite comfortable. Noticed that my face feels hot and then looked in the mirror. My cheeks have puffed up! I am 72 in March and my youthful cheeks have been long gone but now, suddenly they are back? How odd is that?
Drank some cranberry juice between glasses of water. Trying to watch a series on Netflix but need to rewind occasionally because I am not really following the plot too well, either that or I am having short episodes of narcolepsy and not realising it. Hair is flying about, doing the 'Medusa' thing so I cannot let it down at all. Ankles have swollen up enough to make flexing them uncomfortable. Slight dizziness if I move too quickly.
Phoning doc (reluctantly).... brb
Took 3/4 of an hour to get through to a receptionist. My doc is not in the office today so I am advised to call again early tomorrow morning to book a phone call with him.
9.30 am - bloody hell! The narcolepsy is winning.... giving in to it again. Catchya all laterz - Zzzzzz
I have had episodes of oedema since I had the heart attack in 2016. Sometimes very bad. I have kept them under control for 3 years by strictly eliminating glyphosate bearing grains from my diet. I don't have coeliac disease, but the symptoms are very similar. British wheat growers use glyphosate to dry the wheat just before harvest. They are not required to mention this on their product labels - ridiculous and so unhealthy!
Whatever happened to British food standards? It seems that they have been torn up and thrown away in the recent decade.
Narcolepsy hit me straightaway after writing the previous update and I slept through until now.
I took another co-codomol (to be on the safe side) but I am no longer in pain. It is just a dull ache around my back at the waistline level. I conked out again until -
10.00pm
Dan insisted that I ate a small bowl of his home made special fried rice with sweet chilli sauce. He said he can't stand me not eating. It was freaking him out. So I agreed just to take the worry off his face. I am still drinking lots of water.
Midnight - have managed to stay awake since 10pm! Yahoo! I am taking another co-codomol now because I haven't had one since 6pm and the pain is beginning to become a problem again. Still no results from the Senakot.
I had fallen asleep again until 10.30am. I took another co-codomol. I am now fighting off narcolepsy. Literally one hour awake and then I am dosing off while reading notifications! But at least the pain is very low level. I should have seen some results from the Senacot by now. I am not.
Still drinking only distilled water with salt and bicarb.
I feel clogged up and it is what is causing the narcolepsy. In Chinese medicine (TCM) this clogging is called phlegm in the flesh and prevents chi from moving freely. The kidney is the most vital organ in TCM and it is working hard but clogged with this phlegm which is causing the intense pain and limited urine.
I am not in pain now but that may be because I have taken the co-codomol tablets every 4 hours since the big crisis during last night.
As I say in other comments here, I am terrified of hospitals because of the EMFs and allopathic un-natural protocols. Their water tastes awful, their food is worse. When I was in Poole Hospital for a week after my first stroke in 2016, I was very discombobulated - like being stoned on strong cannabis. I forgot to smoke while I was there (after smoking since I was 18??)!! I think the EMFs and wifi at every bed knocked me DUMB. I couldn't think properly at all and yet, for 3 days after the stroke, while I was still at home, I had been thinking as normal and writing on Hive blog without a pause.
Another thing that upset me was they wouldn't let me leave of my own free will. I had 2 small bleeds at the base of my brain on the right hand side. It had made two fingertips on my left hand go numb and my left hip was unreliable, that is all.
I have had two more strokes since then, both caused by emotional overload and both resulting in the same numbness in my fingers and hip. I did not call an ambulance or even mention it to my son. I just knew that I had suffered the same small brain bleed and rode it.
The most recent was when my son was continually shouting at me because everything I said was 'criticism' according to him. It wasn't. I was worried sick about him because he had stopped eating after driving on the M25 and getting zapped with EMFs all the way round. Oddly, I mentioned that to him last night and he DOESN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT IT. He says I am making it up!! So I reminded him that I had bought him the EMF protection hoodie and asked him why he thought I did that..... he said that HE DOESN'T KNOW! He won't discuss it further because he is convinced that his weight loss was due to stress! I swear, he went days without leaving his room and he did not eat a thing for weeks at a time from June until December!
He came back to himself after he overheard me crying on the phone to a friend and saying that I thought he wanted me dead because I was in the way of him 'having a life'...... suddenly his normal personality kicked back in and he has been eating a lot, laughing and joking like nothing happened. I did not realise that he has no memory of that 6 months until last night. How can he not remember? He gave me a living hell for 6 months! He lost his job and said it was my fault! How can he not remember that?
If you are not urinating or defecating then you need a physical examination.
I urge you to seek medical attention without delay.
I understand that you hate hospitals. I hate them myself. But sometimes it is necessary to have an examination and tests so that a diagnosis can be made.
If you were a loved one of mine, I would insist on taking you to your GP or hospital.
I don't hate hospitals. I know that they are overloaded with EMFs and that renders them a health hazard to anyone within, including the staff.
I am severely impacted by EMFs since I was zapped/microwaved in the kidney at a UK Anti-Fracking protest camp in the summer of 2013. Electro-magnetic radiation is cumulative. The more you absorb the sicker you get. I cannot risk going into a high EMF environment because it is capable of killing me.
I know you don't understand what I am telling you here. It is probably beyond your imagination, but when activists gather anywhere we are subjected to terrible weapons like microwave guns and chemtrails. At the anti fracking camps we were sprayed from a low flying light aircraft TWICE. We had the soil around our camp analysed but our solicitor grabbed that report and used it as court evidence. All the charges (100s of them) were dropped against us. We asked for a copy of the soil analysis but we were told that it was court evidence and not available. I harassed that solicitor for a full year for a copy. He ignored me.
Every one of the older full-time Anti Fracking activists DIED, Mrs S. I am the last alive.
I have read your stack before and I do understand.
I think that in this particular situation, taking into account the possibly life-threatening nature of your symptoms, the benefits of seeking medical attention outweight the (admittedly considerable) drawbacks.
But obviously I am only giving my opinion and ultimately it's your call to make.
You will be pleased to hear that I have been urinating much better today. I took more Senokot today too so I am awaiting an explosion with great trepidation! I am pain free atm... so that is a blessing! Thanks so much for caring enough to write to me with your valuable opinion. I appreciate it very much. xx
when I had the kidney stones, I too stopped urinating, thus the reason my dr prescribed drinking beer. I also had periods of no pain. the pain happens primarily when the stone is "MOVING" through the system. The pain became less and less as the stones reached the end of the ureter and into the bladder, from their it was easy peezy!
I meditated myself to sleep and woke just now feeling a lot calmer. I am sleeping in my recliner chair because it is too painful to lie down. Dan says to take another co-codomol now to try to avoid more pain. He made me a cup of boiled water. He is staying up all night giggling with his American friends online. He is a games developer/coder and I get the impression they are a mad bunch! I am burning some Holy Wood from Peru. The smell is very relaxing to me.
I last took a co-codomol at about 9.30pm and this time it is not helping.
I am in absolute agony. I don't want to call an ambulance, the damned things are loaded with EMFs and the hospitals are festooned with antennae on their roofs..... it is bad enough here, I am afraid to go to a hospital.
I am taking another Big P-Harma co-codomol even though I am worried that they can cause damage.... Now 01.51am.
do you fear the hospital more than your life? more than losing a kidney, or who knows what?
You are in absolute agony... please get help. I am just like you. I feared going to the hospital 6 years ago when I contracted a fever of over 104 and severe abdominal pain. When I finally started disassociating, my family took me to the hospital. I was too weak to protest. Turns out I had a blood infection called HIB ... very dangerous, it causes meningitis. I was septic. If I hadnt gone to the hospital... it's likely I wouldn't be here today... or worse I'd be here with heart disease, kidney failure, or who knows since this bacteria likes to eat your flesh.
The meds you're taking are pretty powerful and constipate easily to create more discomfort. Have you tried Gingerale for stomach upset...It helped greatly when I had septsis a few years ago from a congenital kidney issue leading to a heart attack while so sick I didn't feel it.
I was answering your comments and woke up hours later, around 9pm with hands on the keyboard of the laptop and my forehead on the desk between them. I have a ridge dug into my skin from the pressure! It seems I had another narcolepsy episode lasting several hours. Once again it was the pain which woke me and I had to take another co-codomol 500. I never use P-Harma at all and having to take these painkillers is worrying me a lot, but I cannot cope without them and they take at least an hour to begin working so it is not easy.
Thanks for all the suggestions - you are all so kind and thoughtful.
My son got upset earlier and tried to make me eat, saying that starving myself is not the answer. I explained that fasting rests the digestive system and could help unclog whatever is blocking me up. He would not hear that and I had to eat a small packet of crisps with soft cheese dip to appease him.
He is not going to let me do a proper fast. I can see this is going to develop into an argument if it goes on much longer. I am still only drinking distilled water laced with himalayan salt and bicarbonate of soda. I am coughing up very thick, sticky phlegm occasionally but not as often as I normally would.
My biggest problem is the pain around my kidneys. I cannot straighten up at all. I cannot lay down flat either.
Had to take another co-codomol 500 an hour early because the pain is excruciating. I have drunk a lot of distilled water today and have no interest in food so fasting is not as difficult as I thought it might be. It could be that the pain in my kidney is so intense that it is over-riding all other sensations!
Thanks to all of you for keeping my mind occupied answering your comments. That has been more helpful than you will ever know! 🧡
oh man, I don't know how you do it... answer questions and stay focused... all I could do was lay on a cold floor moaning and dry heaving... not even morphine helped with the pain of the kidney stones... I do know that staying hydrated will help push that stone down the track and finally out... My Dr at the time told me to drink more beer, my friends brought it to me in the hospital.
Beer? OMG! I cannot stand the taste or smell of beer! 🤣 I lived in a pub when I was a teenager and earned my keep by doing the early morning cleaning. That put me off alcohol for life!
That was your blessing. the job that made you disgusted for life of alcohol...beer I associate with throw up I can't stand the smell of alcohol as in bourbon, whisky, scotch, I also can't stand the smell of vinegar all of them make me want to puke. The rest of those spirits smell like rubbing alcohol to me... NO THANKS!! but wine, if I could leave an emoticon.. I can tell you, wine was introduced to me by very wealthy friends at their fine dinners... I think I was mind controlled into liking it.
I like an occasional glass of wine too but all the rest is too strong a pong for me!
I was only 13 years old when I took over that cleaning job before school in the mornings. I did it until I was almost 18 and I left the pub to go my own way. My brother thought it was a great idea to take me out with his mates for my 18th birthday and get me drunk.... ye gods, what a state I was! I was heaving for Britain down the porcelain and they had to carry me home! I was only drinking cider but he handed me a brandy on top of the cider and that made the world whirl! Ever since I have only drunk fruit juices and tonic water!
Frances I can relate to that story... the things we do, and have done.. to us. On my high school graduation at a party. I was introduced to that swill water called scotch. Next thing I know I am throwing up in a sink, the sink is just a laundry sink in the basement of the house and it suddenly separates from the wall... I am still holding on to the sink when I fall back onto the hard cement floor.. Water is spurting out of the wall where the sink was once attached.. The sink is pinning me to the ground while water from the wall sprays all over me. I remember my boy friend carrying me out to meet my mum at the car.... I threw up for 3 days... the smell of any of those liquors immediately bring up the that moment long ago, and sends me off dry heaving...
I wonder if I can get a watermelon at this time of the year? I will ask my son to pop to the shop when he gets up. We live in a Dorset village which has one small co-op so I am doubting that he will find a watermelon. Worth a shot though, thanks for the idea!
I do suspect that is the problem, Mrs S. I feel all clogged up and my visits to the bathroom are very unproductive in both departments, if you get my drift! Any suggestions would be great, thanks! xx
ps - I have just taken two senakot tablets and hope that they will help by the morning! What a sorry state I am! I dare not strain myself because that triggers the pain in my back!
Frances... I know, I hate hospitals... for many reasons... but, from what you are now experiencing... Emergency medicine, well, at least they will properly diagnose you... Please do go!! I know with my own kidney stones emergency medicine diagnosed what was happening, and treated me.
British hospitals have 5G antennae all over their roofs and wifi at every bed. I am suffering badly from EMFs here at home, things would be so much worse at the hospital! They are kill boxes for someone as EMF sensitive as me!
Is it ok if I quote your words from your photo above : " .... millions of people would still be alive right now"? With your name? It's so simple yet says so much. It gave me chills.
FURTHER UPDATES WILL BE FOUND HERE: https://francesleader.substack.com/p/health-update
UPDATE - 10pm 5th Jan 2024
At 6pm I took a sachet of Macrogol from the doctor. No joy yet.
Much vibration under left breast. High temperature.
UPDATE - 8.30am 5th Jan 2024
Yesterday's visit to the Doc's surgery used up a lot of my vital energy. I forgot to tell the doc about the narcolepsy and then narco'ed in his waiting room but nobody noticed.
I swear a person could drop dead in there and they wouldn't see it!
Anyway, Dan is also exhausted trying to do everything, work on his coding, keep an eye on his crypto and care for me.... upshot is that he has crashed and so probably won't get to the pharmacy to pick up my prescription until later today.
I am going to try to sleep for a bit.
Catchyas all as soon as poss!
Big love to all! xx
So what has the doctor said? I’m certain you are being targeted relentlessly by these bastards here in Cornwall at RNAS Culdrose military base in Helston. I’ve been gathering hard evidence on them for 5 years, including voice recordings where they admit during what they thought were private conversations what they are doing to people and who is involved. I actually KNOW some of these bastards. I lived in Helston for 13 years with my daughter after getting my full custody order & moving her away from Sussex back in 2003 when she was 10yrs old!
In 2015 I was targeted with what was diagnosed at the hospital as severe kidney stones.... the ambulance crew came to my home after I called a friend who is a retired nurse... I used to give her & her husband healing. She insisted I call an ambulance but I was in so much pain and felt like my insides were being pulled out through my arse I couldn’t leave the house! They gave me the maximum dose of morphine in 2 separate shots which did fuck all & after about an hour of the pain steadily getting worse to the point where I was screaming out loud ( I have one of the highest tolerances to pain known to man as a rule!) I was ordered into the ambulance where I thought I was going to die!
Hospital said kidney stones but just left me on a bed in emergency unit all night. No treatment except another morphine shot. Which again did fuck all. I was told later that they should have taken me down to surgery for laser treatment as it was so bad.....
It’s been about a year since I finally managed to piece everything together that’s happened to me over the years as being connected to these fuckwits and this damned nanotech military/government control program. I never had kidney stones, I was simply being tortured for something I had done to piss them off. Same as all the other shit I’ve had to deal with over the last 20 years.
I’ll be posting about it all as soon as I get this module out of the way and handed in for submission.
My point..... I’m certain you are being targeted Frances. This nano tech once assimilated through the body can be programmed to attack all organs, systems, hormones, neurons, thought processes, physical reactions, moods, desires, appetites, sense of taste, smell, sexual desire or the lack of, sexual orientation, aggression, depression, symptoms pertaining to every illness known to man can now be replicated to cause suffering. People are routinely diagnosed with illnesses they don’t Really have and for which they are heavily & forever medicated.... hiding the real cause of the symptoms & adding billions to big pharma profits.
We are all being used as ‘Cash Cows’ in a myriad of different ways Frances. It’s mind boggling exactly what has been going on since the 1930’s.
I’d really like to drive down to talk to you at some stage sooner rather than later as I think they might decide to ‘get rid of me’..... I seem to be the only person who has put so much of this together to connect All the dots.... and I’m certain it’s because I actually knew some of those involved and managed to piece it all together due to that. It really is mind boggling what’s been going on with these monsters.... Police, Military, Government, Housing, Emergency Services, Financials, Caravan Swinging Clubs dating back to the 1940’s involving paedophilia, police officers, gov ministers. All listed on companies house since then 1940’s! It’s a massive paedo ring of corruption & greed that’s all tied in with this fucking nanotech program......There’s so much info I need to impart and I’m worried I won’t have time on here. I have so much coursework it’s difficult to get online.
They have set up businesses running off the back of this program that are worth millions..... I know who they are, where they are, where they work, live, drink, play golf, take their holidays..... it even involved the take down of Gadaffi & a family from Libya called Adham. See some of their company info on companies house website with Ex Chief Super of Sussex Police Russell Whitfield acting as the man setting up their companies with fake tax returns etc. That man is a bastard. He had me raped & drugged & tortured. He has been on their ‘payroll’ for over 30 years. I know this as fact... I was married to the Adham son. He abused my daughter for 8 years. Police paedophile ring knew it was happening & protected him and his bastard family due to them working with Intel services to take down Gadaffi.... I was eventually, after a bitter ten year battle, given full custody with no contact at all allowed for my ex. I moved to Cornwall in 2003 & have been targeted heavily ever since from RNAS Culdrose team. There are teams on every military base & in every major police station. With smaller teams in satelite stations. I know everything Frances. I’ve looked for 5 years for an outlet that wouldn’t block my findings from getting out to the public so they can protect themselves & most importantly their children from this program & what it entails......
I’m still sending you healing & will ask the spiritualist church board on Saturday when I see them to send you some too. Please keep me updated. 07385714856. Xx
OK. I would love to get together with you. There is so much we need to chew over. Calling you in a minute.... Falmouth to Poole would take 3 hours and 20 minutes minimum by car!
You could sleep over... I have a spare room!
As for the doctor, he said nothing really. He gave my son some sachets to shift the constipation and when we read the ingredients we would get more joy from Andews Liver Salts! Nevertheless, I took the first one at 6pm this evening. My son keeps joking that I may need to run and I am so disabled that would be completely impossible! He is fond of making me the butt of his humour!
Doc did urgent blood tests but did not say what he was testing for..... he will phone me when he gets the results. So now I wait - these sachets are to be taken every 8 hours until they produce an explosion, I am guessing. Meanwhile the co-codamol is doing a great job of holding the pain at a level I can ignore...... no such thing as a complete state of comfort, leastways not yet.
I have been ill since Christmas Day. How long is that? 11/12 days.... hmm. There are other symptoms which I haven't mentioned in my updates, like pressure in my head and ears, static hair (it flies around like Medusa if I leave it loose) swelling in my lower legs and feet. Blurry vision but not all the time..... itchy scalp, hair loss, very dry skin and a weird internal shuddering under my left breast which can feel as if it is extending all over my body.
Hey, did I ever tell you? I lived in Falmouth for a short while.... lovely area! Nice people. I am on the Jurassic Coast of Dorset very close to Poole and Bournemouth.
Lovely talking to you.xx. Get some of those Mylar emergency blankets asap. EBay normally ships quick & several sellers sell in bulk packs cheaply. You are definitely being blasted with this frequency shit. My guess is you’ve pissed someone off with something you were going to publish, or they are trying to stop you doing something. Got any new neighbours?
We have had trouble with one new neighbour since last May. Mind you I gave them the benefit of my attention and my son does a very clear threatening body language.... they have kept their noses out of our business ever since.
That does not mean that they are kosher though. We are watching them.
UPDATE - 5.30pm 4th Jan 2024
I am finally home from the Doctors! I was there for over 3 hours and I had to have immediate blood tests and then wait for a prescription. My Doc was very concerned but pretty tight lipped, not wanting to worry me.... which worried me.
The time I was there was much too long and I began to sweat, glowing red in the face with pain. The receptionist phoned my son to come from home and bring me my last co-codomol tablet and he walked through a torrential downpour to bring it to me. Everyone was so kind. The receptionist gave me a large cup of their special mineral water and it was agreed that there was no need for me to sit there and wait any longer.
We have had so much rain since June that the land is totally saturated but today, well!! The skies were black and the rain simply fell and fell relentlessly!
I was joking with other patients that we might need a life raft to get home! An hour later, when the rain on the skylights was so loud that we could barely hear ourselves speak, I suggested that we dismantle the gorgeous wooden roof beams and build an Ark! Everyone was having a great laugh, even though each new person who came through the door was like a drowned rat. All roared when one of the receptionists declared that this is nothing short of Armageddon! The staff seemed so pleased that we were all pretty cheerful about it. We were all elderly Brits, under the weather in both senses of the words, but pulling the stiff upper lip and cracking jokes to get us through.
Dan had phoned for a taxi and when the Romanian driver arrived, he told us that everywhere is flooded with big puddles, causing chaos on the roads. He has never seen so much water in the Bournemouth area before and he has lived here many years. The rain stopped just as I stepped out of the surgery and hobbled to the taxi! It resumed after I was safely indoors! I tell you, this Universe loves me.... I swear it does!
When I got home my 750 ml bottle of special organic pure cranberry juice had been delivered and I gratefully tucked into that straight away. It is delicious without sugar or sweeteners. I don't know why anyone would want to mess with its exclusive, vital taste by adding sweetness.
I like to mix it with tonic water for a bitter blast of quinine but Dan likes it with honey.
Dan is now on his way back to the surgery to speak to the doctor (the rain miraculously stopped again!) He will collect any prescriptions that may be deemed appropriate.
I wait warm and relaxing, as the pain subsides under the last of my secret stash of co-codomol.
This is funny:- When I told the doctor I was taking them he looked puzzled and said, "But I have never prescribed you any co-codamol!" That was when I realised that I had stashed these pills before I moved to Dorset. This means that they were 10 years old..... at least. The doc simply rolled his eyes!
Dan returned from the pharmacy with a huge box of 100 co-codamol. I was sure that the Doctor had said that there would be two items so I phoned the surgery and they said that was correct - there should have been a prescription for Macragol sachets too. The dispensary is now shut. Dan has to go back for the Macragol in the morning. 🙄
What a long drawn out ordeal but at least I have a big box of painkillers - just no relief from that which actually ails me!
See? The NHS is pants.
I do hope you get your test results back soon.
And fingers crossed for the Macragol.
UPDATE - 11am 4th Jan 2024
My doctor phoned me to find out the details and was insistent that I go to the surgery for an examination at 2.10pm today. I have ordered a taxi.
My vision is cloudy. I can barely see my screen. I am a touch typist, so this will be my last update until it clears. Thanks for all your concern.
I have been very worried about you so would appreciate an update when you are able.
Sending you my best wishes x
UPDATE - 7.20am 4th Jan 2024
I actually slept in my bed for 4 hours! Yippee! Woken by the stirrings of pain so took penultimate co-codomol with a cup of boiled distilled water. Getting myself ready to phone doc at 8am. This system is most odd. Everyone who wants an appointment must phone at 8am. Surely that causes a traffic jam on the phones?
Please tell me that you got an appointment!
I got a telephone appointment which means my Doctor will phone me before 1pm today. He knows I never EVER call him, take no meds of any kind and am fiercely anti-P-Harma. I am sure when he sees my name come up on his list he will jump to it.... he remarked to my son, after I had a stroke, that my son should call him if I won't. He knows I prefer to take full responsibility for my own health and do not trust the NHS.
UPDATE - 7pm 3rd Jan 2024 - pain caused me to take another co-codomol.
10pm - ditto.
3.33am - ditto. (No narcolepsy all evening!) Took last Senakot tablet. Only 2 more co-codomol in the packet.
My son insisted that I ate a small bowl of his homemade corn beef hash around 10pm. That has made me feel overfull and I am burping a lot. Gawd, will this ever end??
Frances, I am concerned about the lack of bowel movement despite that much senna.
Are you passing gas?
If not, it is suggestive of an obstruction and you need to seek urgent help.
I can't say it any clearer. The time for melons and ginger ale is well past.
I agree that there appears to be an obstruction. I am having a phone call with my GP tomorrow. I must phone his reception at 8am to book it, apparently. 🙄
UPDATE - 4pm 3rd Jan 2024
Jolted back to consciousness around 1pm and immediately took another co-codomol + 2 more senokots (which appear to be doing absolutely nothing). My eyes were glued shut with sharp crystals and it took a while to scrape them off my eyelashes, they were stuck fast.
I was in pain in my kidneys for about an hour until the opioids kicked in. I am pretty good at meditating through pain.
Did I ever tell you about the way I gave birth to a 9.4lb baby boy at age 20?
The labour began at around 1am on 25th May 1972 and as soon as I was put into a bed at the maternity hospital in my home town, I sent myself into a very deep meditation. Nurses woke me, in a panic, at 7.30am-ish. They were saying 'Wake up! You are delivering!' but I had come back from the meditation far too quickly and could feel nothing except slight pins and needles in my eyelids, presumably from screwing them up while I was unconscious.
At 7.50am I delivered my Dan having lost zero energy during the labour. I felt very fit and well and complained to the nurses that, had they left me in meditation, I would have had a totally painless birth. They giggled between themselves, 'Hippies!' they said, laughing.
In those days, nobody knew much about transcendental meditation. The only reason I knew was because I had met Yoko Ono who told me all about it, while we were recording 'Hey Jude' by the Beatles in 1968. She had recommended a book and I had bought a copy. I had been practicing transcendental meditation for 4 years by the time I got pregnant. I was an expert and could enter a trance in minutes.... actually, moments. And I still can.
That is how I am coping with this kidney pain.
UPDATE - 8am 3rd Jan 2024
Took co-codomol 500 at 4am and another now. Narcolepsy intermittent but for only 15 mins at a time between 4am and 8am but when awake am quite comfortable. Noticed that my face feels hot and then looked in the mirror. My cheeks have puffed up! I am 72 in March and my youthful cheeks have been long gone but now, suddenly they are back? How odd is that?
Drank some cranberry juice between glasses of water. Trying to watch a series on Netflix but need to rewind occasionally because I am not really following the plot too well, either that or I am having short episodes of narcolepsy and not realising it. Hair is flying about, doing the 'Medusa' thing so I cannot let it down at all. Ankles have swollen up enough to make flexing them uncomfortable. Slight dizziness if I move too quickly.
Phoning doc (reluctantly).... brb
Took 3/4 of an hour to get through to a receptionist. My doc is not in the office today so I am advised to call again early tomorrow morning to book a phone call with him.
9.30 am - bloody hell! The narcolepsy is winning.... giving in to it again. Catchya all laterz - Zzzzzz
I'm relieved you've phoned the doctor. I would ring back and insist on an urgent appointment.
It sounds like you have oedema. You need to have your kidney function checked.
I have had episodes of oedema since I had the heart attack in 2016. Sometimes very bad. I have kept them under control for 3 years by strictly eliminating glyphosate bearing grains from my diet. I don't have coeliac disease, but the symptoms are very similar. British wheat growers use glyphosate to dry the wheat just before harvest. They are not required to mention this on their product labels - ridiculous and so unhealthy!
Whatever happened to British food standards? It seems that they have been torn up and thrown away in the recent decade.
It's great that you managed to control your symptoms previously, and I agree glyphosate is very bad.
But i think you know that you have reached the point where you need an examination and some tests.
You don't have to accept their treatment. But you do need them for a diagnosis.
Yep! Thanks so much for checking in on me again, Mrs S. You are a star! xx
Yes well I think we are all impressed by your tenacity.
UPDATE - 6.30pm Jan 2nd 2024
Narcolepsy hit me straightaway after writing the previous update and I slept through until now.
I took another co-codomol (to be on the safe side) but I am no longer in pain. It is just a dull ache around my back at the waistline level. I conked out again until -
10.00pm
Dan insisted that I ate a small bowl of his home made special fried rice with sweet chilli sauce. He said he can't stand me not eating. It was freaking him out. So I agreed just to take the worry off his face. I am still drinking lots of water.
Midnight - have managed to stay awake since 10pm! Yahoo! I am taking another co-codomol now because I haven't had one since 6pm and the pain is beginning to become a problem again. Still no results from the Senakot.
UPDATE - 11.30am Jan 2nd 2024
I had fallen asleep again until 10.30am. I took another co-codomol. I am now fighting off narcolepsy. Literally one hour awake and then I am dosing off while reading notifications! But at least the pain is very low level. I should have seen some results from the Senacot by now. I am not.
Still drinking only distilled water with salt and bicarb.
I feel clogged up and it is what is causing the narcolepsy. In Chinese medicine (TCM) this clogging is called phlegm in the flesh and prevents chi from moving freely. The kidney is the most vital organ in TCM and it is working hard but clogged with this phlegm which is causing the intense pain and limited urine.
I am not in pain now but that may be because I have taken the co-codomol tablets every 4 hours since the big crisis during last night.
As I say in other comments here, I am terrified of hospitals because of the EMFs and allopathic un-natural protocols. Their water tastes awful, their food is worse. When I was in Poole Hospital for a week after my first stroke in 2016, I was very discombobulated - like being stoned on strong cannabis. I forgot to smoke while I was there (after smoking since I was 18??)!! I think the EMFs and wifi at every bed knocked me DUMB. I couldn't think properly at all and yet, for 3 days after the stroke, while I was still at home, I had been thinking as normal and writing on Hive blog without a pause.
Another thing that upset me was they wouldn't let me leave of my own free will. I had 2 small bleeds at the base of my brain on the right hand side. It had made two fingertips on my left hand go numb and my left hip was unreliable, that is all.
I have had two more strokes since then, both caused by emotional overload and both resulting in the same numbness in my fingers and hip. I did not call an ambulance or even mention it to my son. I just knew that I had suffered the same small brain bleed and rode it.
The most recent was when my son was continually shouting at me because everything I said was 'criticism' according to him. It wasn't. I was worried sick about him because he had stopped eating after driving on the M25 and getting zapped with EMFs all the way round. Oddly, I mentioned that to him last night and he DOESN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT IT. He says I am making it up!! So I reminded him that I had bought him the EMF protection hoodie and asked him why he thought I did that..... he said that HE DOESN'T KNOW! He won't discuss it further because he is convinced that his weight loss was due to stress! I swear, he went days without leaving his room and he did not eat a thing for weeks at a time from June until December!
He came back to himself after he overheard me crying on the phone to a friend and saying that I thought he wanted me dead because I was in the way of him 'having a life'...... suddenly his normal personality kicked back in and he has been eating a lot, laughing and joking like nothing happened. I did not realise that he has no memory of that 6 months until last night. How can he not remember? He gave me a living hell for 6 months! He lost his job and said it was my fault! How can he not remember that?
If you are not urinating or defecating then you need a physical examination.
I urge you to seek medical attention without delay.
I understand that you hate hospitals. I hate them myself. But sometimes it is necessary to have an examination and tests so that a diagnosis can be made.
If you were a loved one of mine, I would insist on taking you to your GP or hospital.
I don't hate hospitals. I know that they are overloaded with EMFs and that renders them a health hazard to anyone within, including the staff.
I am severely impacted by EMFs since I was zapped/microwaved in the kidney at a UK Anti-Fracking protest camp in the summer of 2013. Electro-magnetic radiation is cumulative. The more you absorb the sicker you get. I cannot risk going into a high EMF environment because it is capable of killing me.
I know you don't understand what I am telling you here. It is probably beyond your imagination, but when activists gather anywhere we are subjected to terrible weapons like microwave guns and chemtrails. At the anti fracking camps we were sprayed from a low flying light aircraft TWICE. We had the soil around our camp analysed but our solicitor grabbed that report and used it as court evidence. All the charges (100s of them) were dropped against us. We asked for a copy of the soil analysis but we were told that it was court evidence and not available. I harassed that solicitor for a full year for a copy. He ignored me.
Every one of the older full-time Anti Fracking activists DIED, Mrs S. I am the last alive.
I have read your stack before and I do understand.
I think that in this particular situation, taking into account the possibly life-threatening nature of your symptoms, the benefits of seeking medical attention outweight the (admittedly considerable) drawbacks.
But obviously I am only giving my opinion and ultimately it's your call to make.
You will be pleased to hear that I have been urinating much better today. I took more Senokot today too so I am awaiting an explosion with great trepidation! I am pain free atm... so that is a blessing! Thanks so much for caring enough to write to me with your valuable opinion. I appreciate it very much. xx
when I had the kidney stones, I too stopped urinating, thus the reason my dr prescribed drinking beer. I also had periods of no pain. the pain happens primarily when the stone is "MOVING" through the system. The pain became less and less as the stones reached the end of the ureter and into the bladder, from their it was easy peezy!
Thank god you are urinating better! What a relief!
I know I am just a random bod commenting on your stack but i have been genuinely worried about you.
UPDATE - 5.10am Jan 2nd 2024
I meditated myself to sleep and woke just now feeling a lot calmer. I am sleeping in my recliner chair because it is too painful to lie down. Dan says to take another co-codomol now to try to avoid more pain. He made me a cup of boiled water. He is staying up all night giggling with his American friends online. He is a games developer/coder and I get the impression they are a mad bunch! I am burning some Holy Wood from Peru. The smell is very relaxing to me.
Frances - how are you now?
I am worried about you.
I have just added a very full update. Refresh the page and it will come up as the first comment, pinned.
UPDATE - 1.45am Jan 2nd 2024
I last took a co-codomol at about 9.30pm and this time it is not helping.
I am in absolute agony. I don't want to call an ambulance, the damned things are loaded with EMFs and the hospitals are festooned with antennae on their roofs..... it is bad enough here, I am afraid to go to a hospital.
I am taking another Big P-Harma co-codomol even though I am worried that they can cause damage.... Now 01.51am.
do you fear the hospital more than your life? more than losing a kidney, or who knows what?
You are in absolute agony... please get help. I am just like you. I feared going to the hospital 6 years ago when I contracted a fever of over 104 and severe abdominal pain. When I finally started disassociating, my family took me to the hospital. I was too weak to protest. Turns out I had a blood infection called HIB ... very dangerous, it causes meningitis. I was septic. If I hadnt gone to the hospital... it's likely I wouldn't be here today... or worse I'd be here with heart disease, kidney failure, or who knows since this bacteria likes to eat your flesh.
GOD...SO HOPE YOU'RE DOING BETTER SOON.
The meds you're taking are pretty powerful and constipate easily to create more discomfort. Have you tried Gingerale for stomach upset...It helped greatly when I had septsis a few years ago from a congenital kidney issue leading to a heart attack while so sick I didn't feel it.
THINKING ABOUT YOU AND PRAYING, FRANCIS.
UPDATE - 10.40pm Jan 1st 2024
I was answering your comments and woke up hours later, around 9pm with hands on the keyboard of the laptop and my forehead on the desk between them. I have a ridge dug into my skin from the pressure! It seems I had another narcolepsy episode lasting several hours. Once again it was the pain which woke me and I had to take another co-codomol 500. I never use P-Harma at all and having to take these painkillers is worrying me a lot, but I cannot cope without them and they take at least an hour to begin working so it is not easy.
Thanks for all the suggestions - you are all so kind and thoughtful.
My son got upset earlier and tried to make me eat, saying that starving myself is not the answer. I explained that fasting rests the digestive system and could help unclog whatever is blocking me up. He would not hear that and I had to eat a small packet of crisps with soft cheese dip to appease him.
He is not going to let me do a proper fast. I can see this is going to develop into an argument if it goes on much longer. I am still only drinking distilled water laced with himalayan salt and bicarbonate of soda. I am coughing up very thick, sticky phlegm occasionally but not as often as I normally would.
My biggest problem is the pain around my kidneys. I cannot straighten up at all. I cannot lay down flat either.
UPDATE - 4PM Jan 1st 2024
Had to take another co-codomol 500 an hour early because the pain is excruciating. I have drunk a lot of distilled water today and have no interest in food so fasting is not as difficult as I thought it might be. It could be that the pain in my kidney is so intense that it is over-riding all other sensations!
Thanks to all of you for keeping my mind occupied answering your comments. That has been more helpful than you will ever know! 🧡
oh man, I don't know how you do it... answer questions and stay focused... all I could do was lay on a cold floor moaning and dry heaving... not even morphine helped with the pain of the kidney stones... I do know that staying hydrated will help push that stone down the track and finally out... My Dr at the time told me to drink more beer, my friends brought it to me in the hospital.
Beer? OMG! I cannot stand the taste or smell of beer! 🤣 I lived in a pub when I was a teenager and earned my keep by doing the early morning cleaning. That put me off alcohol for life!
That was your blessing. the job that made you disgusted for life of alcohol...beer I associate with throw up I can't stand the smell of alcohol as in bourbon, whisky, scotch, I also can't stand the smell of vinegar all of them make me want to puke. The rest of those spirits smell like rubbing alcohol to me... NO THANKS!! but wine, if I could leave an emoticon.. I can tell you, wine was introduced to me by very wealthy friends at their fine dinners... I think I was mind controlled into liking it.
I like an occasional glass of wine too but all the rest is too strong a pong for me!
I was only 13 years old when I took over that cleaning job before school in the mornings. I did it until I was almost 18 and I left the pub to go my own way. My brother thought it was a great idea to take me out with his mates for my 18th birthday and get me drunk.... ye gods, what a state I was! I was heaving for Britain down the porcelain and they had to carry me home! I was only drinking cider but he handed me a brandy on top of the cider and that made the world whirl! Ever since I have only drunk fruit juices and tonic water!
Frances I can relate to that story... the things we do, and have done.. to us. On my high school graduation at a party. I was introduced to that swill water called scotch. Next thing I know I am throwing up in a sink, the sink is just a laundry sink in the basement of the house and it suddenly separates from the wall... I am still holding on to the sink when I fall back onto the hard cement floor.. Water is spurting out of the wall where the sink was once attached.. The sink is pinning me to the ground while water from the wall sprays all over me. I remember my boy friend carrying me out to meet my mum at the car.... I threw up for 3 days... the smell of any of those liquors immediately bring up the that moment long ago, and sends me off dry heaving...
🤣😂🙄 OMG what a disaster! Memorable graduation day!
Good one is eat nothing and I mean nothing else but watermelon for 24 hours - works a treat on kidney stones.
I wonder if I can get a watermelon at this time of the year? I will ask my son to pop to the shop when he gets up. We live in a Dorset village which has one small co-op so I am doubting that he will find a watermelon. Worth a shot though, thanks for the idea!
I do suspect that is the problem, Mrs S. I feel all clogged up and my visits to the bathroom are very unproductive in both departments, if you get my drift! Any suggestions would be great, thanks! xx
ps - I have just taken two senakot tablets and hope that they will help by the morning! What a sorry state I am! I dare not strain myself because that triggers the pain in my back!
Are you are actually able to urinate?
I just need to check.
If not, it's a medical emergency and you need to get to A&E.
Just needed to make sure you know that.
I can make some urine come out if I cough hard but it is clear, almost like water, which can't be right surely?
No, it's not right and it sounds like you might need urgent medical attention.
I need to ask you a few questions to make satisfy myself that it actually is kidney stones.
Drop me an email at heatherjburroughs@fastmail.fm and I will be glad to advise free of charge.
I'm on my way to bed now but will respond in the morning.
Many thanks! xx
Frances... I know, I hate hospitals... for many reasons... but, from what you are now experiencing... Emergency medicine, well, at least they will properly diagnose you... Please do go!! I know with my own kidney stones emergency medicine diagnosed what was happening, and treated me.
British hospitals have 5G antennae all over their roofs and wifi at every bed. I am suffering badly from EMFs here at home, things would be so much worse at the hospital! They are kill boxes for someone as EMF sensitive as me!
Is it ok if I quote your words from your photo above : " .... millions of people would still be alive right now"? With your name? It's so simple yet says so much. It gave me chills.
It is a meme which you may copy and paste anywhere you like. Of course you can quote it in words only too, if you prefer.
Oh in that case I'll nick the whole thing .... Tar 😊